A Season of Prayer: Repentance

Last week I began a new season of prayer that has led me to spend several days inviting God to search my heart and reveal to me any way in my heart that is offensive. My goal is to begin this season of prayer with a time of repentance.

This morning I spent time reading in the fresh language of The Message the familiar story of the lost son in Luke 15.

God’s Word has captured my heart today with three questions that I pray will about through the day.

1. Have I grown dissatisfied with being God’s child? Am I restless and demanding of my own way with God? Have I made demands of God that will serve to lure me away from my Father and my family to a far-away land? What fuels my dissatisfaction?

2. Do I grasp the faithful, enduring love of the Father? Do I allow that love to draw me back to God? Do I take time to ponder how God celebrates relationship with me? If God loves me like this, how can I go on sinning?

3. Will I allow the sulking of some who “don’t get it” rob me of my joy? God wants to joyfully celebrate. The older brother wants to sulk. Will I let God or the older brother determine how I live? Have I allowed the spirit of the older brother to slip into my heart to the point where all I do is rant about him rather than joyfully celebrate God?

Take a moment to read the story…and join me in prayer.

Luke 15:11-32 (The Message)
The Story of the Lost Son

11-12Then he said, “There was once a man who had two sons. The younger said to his father, ‘Father, I want right now what’s coming to me.’

12-16″So the father divided the property between them. It wasn’t long before the younger son packed his bags and left for a distant country. There, undisciplined and dissipated, he wasted everything he had. After he had gone through all his money, there was a bad famine all through that country and he began to hurt. He signed on with a citizen there who assigned him to his fields to slop the pigs. He was so hungry he would have eaten the corncobs in the pig slop, but no one would give him any.

17-20″That brought him to his senses. He said, ‘All those farmhands working for my father sit down to three meals a day, and here I am starving to death. I’m going back to my father. I’ll say to him, Father, I’ve sinned against God, I’ve sinned before you; I don’t deserve to be called your son. Take me on as a hired hand.’ He got right up and went home to his father.

20-21″When he was still a long way off, his father saw him. His heart pounding, he ran out, embraced him, and kissed him. The son started his speech: ‘Father, I’ve sinned against God, I’ve sinned before you; I don’t deserve to be called your son ever again.’

22-24″But the father wasn’t listening. He was calling to the servants, ‘Quick. Bring a clean set of clothes and dress him. Put the family ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. Then get a grain-fed heifer and roast it. We’re going to feast! We’re going to have a wonderful time! My son is here—given up for dead and now alive! Given up for lost and now found!’ And they began to have a wonderful time.

25-27″All this time his older son was out in the field. When the day’s work was done he came in. As he approached the house, he heard the music and dancing. Calling over one of the houseboys, he asked what was going on. He told him, ‘Your brother came home. Your father has ordered a feast—barbecued beef!—because he has him home safe and sound.’

28-30″The older brother stalked off in an angry sulk and refused to join in. His father came out and tried to talk to him, but he wouldn’t listen. The son said, ‘Look how many years I’ve stayed here serving you, never giving you one moment of grief, but have you ever thrown a party for me and my friends? Then this son of yours who has thrown away your money on whores shows up and you go all out with a feast!’

31-32″His father said, ‘Son, you don’t understand. You’re with me all the time, and everything that is mine is yours—but this is a wonderful time, and we had to celebrate. This brother of yours was dead, and he’s alive! He was lost, and he’s found!'”

2 thoughts on “A Season of Prayer: Repentance

  1. Dad, this is one of the things I love about you. It's more than a willingness to be wrong, it's a willingness to be humble. You intentionally humble yourself before God so that the Spirit can transform you into the likeness of Christ. This is one of the things (if not the primary thing) that makes you such a wonderful father, husband, friend, and minister. Thank you so much for your example! I love you!

  2. Bob, I have been working on some of these same questions over the past few months. I really appreciate you putting these things out there! I agree with Laura and one of the things that makes you so loved and effective is that this attitiude seems to be a genuine part of your nature. God Bless You -Q

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